I’ve been wanting a new pillow for a while now. Usually, when I think of getting one i’m like; “No, i can wait – i’ll try to hold out a little longer”. Well the wait is over folks – I got a new pillow last night. I imagine you clapping and raising your hands in jubilant celebration for me cause this is a big deal!
Fast forward.
Around 4:40 Daniel and I are scrambling around trying to gather everything for Piper and getting Mya all set before we head to church and out to dinner with friends. Church started at 5:00 and we’re not even on the road till 4:57 (church is 15 min. away). So I’m feeling really anxious, trying to flesh that out more in my inner monologue when we walk into church just in time for the message to start.
If you’re still with me, here’s where it gets good; I REALLY needed to hear the message today. It just hit me hard, making me think into this very moment. I love it when stuff like this happens to me. Well, i love it and hate it all at the same time. Hate it cause “growing pains” are not easy but love it because it’s feels so good to not stand still in who i am but rather be changing into the person I want to be.
Rewind.
I didn’t sleep well last night, had a hard time getting used to the new pillow.
Felt like i was dragging all day from being tired.
Acting crabby from little sleep.
Needed the message at church cause I was crabby.
Takeaway: It’s all the pillows fault.
Wink.
